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		<title>Entry #4 &#8211; The Entropy Within</title>
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It  seems that each progressing day of our life the less we learn, the more we  assume, and submissively accept life without much conscious reflection. Could  this be true? Now I&#8217;m not speaking for everybody in the world here but from what  I&#8217;ve learned through watching myself and others, I feel [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=whatwasitodo.wordpress.com&blog=2013933&post=7&subd=whatwasitodo&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">It  seems that each progressing day of our life the less we learn, the more we  assume, and submissively accept life without much conscious reflection. Could  this be true? Now I&#8217;m not speaking for everybody in the world here but from what  I&#8217;ve learned through watching myself and others, I feel a little ashamed  and&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;overwhelmed. I understand that life changes each person every  passing day but why are children more creative and the elder more wise? Why do  the years from 15-50 (a relative time period) leave you reckless and  unsatisfied. Whether it is from personal experiences or knowledge read or just  plain egocentricities, what is it that traps people in a constant struggle for  money? Power? Stature? Popularity? I understand that even the animal kingdom  fights for power but that is to protect their children and survival while humans  generally do it for the feelings they bring. It&#8217;s like we&#8217;ve set our lives on  emotional hyper drive with no ability to stop along the way, rationalize, and  put the pieces back together of things left shattered in our blasphemous wake.  It&#8217;s not until the day we crash and burn that we realize there is more than just  our world within The World and we’ve wasted away by degrading what God had  given/you were born with.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">So,  lately I&#8217;ve been thinking on how such an obtrusive habit becomes fact when  we are the KING species with the most advanced brain EVER.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;"><b>It’s  ridiculous how easily we turn off our grey matter for extended periods of time  and simply run off emotional energy.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">Think  of it as only using one side of your brain or only one side of your body to get  things down throughout the day. So I got to thinking about life in general and  remembered a book I had read, <b>The Crying of Lot 49</b>, in which one of the  main themes is entropy. A woman learns of her ex-lover’s death and she is left  as the sole executor of his will. This forces her to leave her husband and  comfortable world to find some explanation on the ex-lover’s death and put order  to his will. Throughout the book new information/energy is forced upon her and  she becomes trapped in this system of disorder with no ability to separate the  good and bad, the truth and lies, and the right and wrong.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><b><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;"><br />
Entropy.</span></b><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;"><br />
Definition:  The universal tendency for energy in a closed system to wear down. On a  universe-wide scale, entropy is the ultimate degradation of matter to an inert  uniform state incapable of sustaining life.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">I  feel people have become trapped in their everyday life, which we will call a  system, with no ability to overcome the disorder caused by the stress and/or  emotional toll of it.<span>  </span>As a child you are always very hopeful and  look for the best in people but as you grow older you experience the selfish,  immoral ways of people and learn through society about the rat race to the top,  you lose your initial innocence and feel betrayed. The older we get the more we  begin to rely on past experiences rather than having an open-mind to future  endeavors. It’s as if we are stuck in the past using it as a crutch rather than  using the powerful, rationalizing brain we have. This constant struggle to live  for the future and the past bearing down is a cyclical avalanche which will lead  to the destruction of our system.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">I’ve  been thinking about another book I read recently, <b>Stumbling on Happiness</b>,  which basically explains the reason people are unhappy is very simple: The  Future. We are unhappy because we live our lives in tomorrow, or the next 5  years, or the next 30 years and we’ve got this image on how it will look. Do we  ever get there? Generally not because life changes, fate changes, and luck  changes everything we’ve thought about in just a millisecond; don’t forget that  we are constantly changing our goals and plans as well. You can only be happy if  you come to realize today is the day and the only day there ever will be. There  is no past bearing down on you. The future may not happen…What if today was your  last day?</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><b><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">How  this applies to work:</span></b></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">Now  undoubtedly all this applies to work as well. If we spend all our time  encompassed by our work and the amount of work we have to do, we lose sight of  the other aspects of life including enjoying what you do and your coworkers. If  you only focused on one subject or job and never experienced any other  positions, do you think your mind will have progressed? I believe if you stay in  one position for too long you mind will become stagnant as it continually uses  past knowledge to do today’s work. This is exactly what I said earlier about  using only our past emotions to guide our life and leaving out the human brain.  It’s hard to analyze the workplace on a macro-level because there are so many  different people working on so many different things but when you get down to  the micro-level you can begin to understand how a single employee could be come  stagnant in the system and not know how to escape it.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;margin:0;"><span style="font-size:8pt;color:#4c4c4c;line-height:150%;font-family:Verdana;">Overall,  I feel that there are many reasons people become stuck in a sub-human mindset  during many points in their life but those with the ability to understand and  rationalize their situation are more likely to overcome stagnation. Rather than  just letting there emotions/energy continue in the same downward spiral these  people will make a conscious decision to improve there situation not only by  thought but by action as well. Whether it be improving your personal life or  getting ahead in the workplace, everyone needs to overcome the negative energy  and information that prohibits the brain from learning from our experiences.  Ultimately, if you don’t begin to understand yourself and why you make the  decisions you do, then you are not using your brain’s abilities and are running  on basic emotions and instincts; this can only lead to a subhuman life based on  guilty pleasures, immoral standards, and an encapsulated life…a closed system…an  absurd amount of entropy. </span></p>
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