Another Again

When the wind blew wildy
I rushed to grab her hand
Never before had I felt like a man
But with her touch I was safe inside and I knew
I knew 
There was nothing to hide 

I've spent many a years trying to hide my shame 
Hoping someday someone might feel the same 
To Know what burdens lie in the mind and
To show me their heart show me their pride

I focused on the troubles that weighed me down 
Rather than living I played the clown 
Hoped for salvation in the loneliess 
I knew
Tomorrow would be better but that was never true

No man is an island they say 
But I tried to prove them wrong.
Wreckless and submersive
I lived in fear
That love or life or solace
Would never be for me
Never be found

So now the story unfolds 
Slowly but surely I've burned my only soul 

If what I have done 
Will be the rest of my run
I hope one day 
Someone will find 
My words on paper 
my heart open wide 

Peace be with you oh lonely souls
What lies inside is too big to hide
Let them in, those that want to try
Let them in, those that want to try.

You’re my secret.

You're touch and go with your words
and they satisfy my urge for your love
so I try to say the right things
and I try to be a man of meaning
never had such a mistake of fate
murdered such a being

I know I dont know you
nor 
when I will again
but I've got you in my heart
and that's my secret
you're my secret

The winds howl through at my bedroom windows
like a thousand seas wanting tear into me
so I play my music loud and keep my eyes closed
Imagining days once passed and a happiness that did everlast

I know I dont know you
nor 
when I will again
but I've got you in my heart
and that's my secret
you're my secret

I'm curled up in my bed and thinking of you.
The winter weather has hung me dry and
I'm still wishing I had you by my side
You're so touch and go with your words
and my reckless past has made it so
if i could ever find you again
my life wouldnt be so absurd

i know i dont know you anymore
but you still rule my heart
and that's my secret
you're my secret.